Currently Reading Running with Scissors: A Memoir By Augusten Burroughs see related

Holy shit dude its been fucking forever since i was on this shit.

cant say ive been busy because that would be a fuckin lie. i totally forgot about this...so i obviously cut my hair. and um...school. i started that. i hate. but thats expected isnt it?

so um...really nothing to update on. interesting things have happened yeah but um. really cant remember.

ill probably be on this thing more from now on but im not making promises.

Currently Listening Far from the Lies By Greeley Estates Life is a garden, Secret see related

THE LUCK IS LIKE MY DARKEST HOUR

SUMMER REPORT #1

SO YEAH..THIS SUMMER ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO BEING OVER AND I ALREADY CANT WAIT TO BE BACK IN SCHOOL.

SO..IM GOING OUT WITH ERIK BUT YEAH LIKE THAT SHIT IS GONNA LAST. I DONT KNOW REALLY..I LIKE HIM AND ALL BUT ITS NOT GONNA WORK OUT. I GUESS ILL JUST WAIT UNTIL HE FIGURES THAT OUT

AND YEAH I DONT KNOW WHY RIGHT ITS HITTING ME HOW PATHETIC I REALLY AM. I HAVE ALL THESE "FRIENDS" THAT SAY ALL THIS KEEP IN TOUCH STUFF BUT HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I GONE OUT WITH THESE SO CALLED FRIENDS? A BIG OLD ZERO. AMANDA IS THE ONLY ONE THAT IVE HUNG OUT WITH AND I HAVENT EVEN GONE ANYWHERE WITH HER. 

AND TODAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO AMBERS BUT YEAH HER DAD DOSENT LIKE ME SO THEN I TEXTED ALEX TO SEE IF HE WANTED TO GO ANYWHERE BUT YEAH OF COURSE HE DOSENT WANT TO HANG OUT.

I CAN HONESTLY SAY THIS HAS BEEN THE WORST SUMMER EVER. HOPEFULLY THE SECOND HALF GETS BETTER

Currently Reading Choke By Chuck Palahniuk see related

its been a while..i guess its time for a new entry...

LETS SEE..,.

I HAVE GIVEN UP ON GUYS MORE TIMES THAN I CAN COUNT IN THESE PAST FEW WEEKS...AND I THINK THERE WAS A GUNSHOT OUTSIDE..OR A TIRE POPPED...

I HAVE GOTTEN 3 NEW BOOKS IN THIS LAST WEEK... I JUST GOT THROUGH WITH INVISIBLE MONSTERS..AND THAT HAS ONE OF THE GREATEST QUOTES EVER

The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.

your birth is a mistake youll spend the rest of your life trying to correct

no matter how much you think you love somebody, you will always step back when the pool of their blood gets too close

YEAH...GOOD STUFF..I WAS SUPPOSED TO HANG OUT WITH ALEX ON MONDAY BUT IM PRETTY SURE THATS ALL SHOT TO HELL BY NOW

Currently Gaming Tom Clancy's Ghost Recon 3 By UBI Soft see related

BOYS LIKE YOU ARE A DIME A DOZEN

YEAH I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING REALLY FUCKING IMPORTANT...

IM DONE...YEAH IM JUST FUCKING DONE WITH ALL GUYS. THEY ARE TOTALLY FUCKING GETTING TO ME.

THEY FUCKING PRETEND TO LIKE YOU JUST SO THEY COULD WALK ALLLL OVER YOU,TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT, AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF. AND IM JUST FUCKING DONE WITH ALL OF IT. IM GONNA FUCKING WAIT TILL SOMEBODY LIKES ME SO I COULD DO THE SAME SHIT TO THEM SEE HOW THEY FUCKING LIKE IT!!!!

IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. ITS ALLLL FUCKING ALEX'S FAULT! I CANT STAND HIM ANYMORE!!!!

I JUST WANT TO DECK HIM IN THE FUCKING FACE AND KNOCK HIS ASS OUT! AHHH!!!!!

AND I THINK IM BIPOLAR. LIKE MAJORLY....I DUNNO IF THATS GOOD OR NOT..

MY OFFICIAL BIRTHDAY PARTY IS TOMORROW. LETS JUST HOPE I WAKE UP FEELING LESS PISSED OFF THAN I AM NOW

Currently Listening Tell All Your Friends By Taking Back Sunday Cute Without The 'E', You're So Last Summer, Great Romances Of the 20th Century, Theres No 'I' In team see related

MAYBE I SHOULD HATE YOU FOR THIS.

I JUST WATCHED BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME..AND ITS SOOO CUTE..AND SAD..I ALMOST CRIED BUT I DIDNT....IT WAS CLOSE THOUGH....

I HAVE COME TO A DECISION..AS OF NOW IM GOING TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEM. BECAUSE I TRIED IT. AND YEAH IT HASNT ENDED WELL. THIS WOULD BE THE THIRD TIME NOW. THIRD TIME AND COUNTING BECAUSE LIKE I WROTE YESTERDAY IT WILL KEEP HAPPENING AGAIN

IF YOU ARE READING THIS WHICH YOU PROBABLY WONT (I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)

I DONT HATE YOU. IM NOT MAD AT YOU OR UPSET WITH YOU OR ANYTHING BAD LIKE THAT. ITS NOT LIKE I CAN BLAME YOUR FOR ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU DIDNT DO ANYTHING. ITS MY OWN FAULT AND IT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME.

NOW LOOKING BACK I DONT KNOW WHY I THOUGHT THIS TIME WOULD BE DIFFERENT